the other side

making do with what you've got...

in the long run this has made me feel better,
but there were some difficult moments along the way
and i suspect i'm not done with them yet

real

i was real once

i almost didn't survive

no,
i'm not

not a dream

my life is not a dream
then again,
i wouldn't call it reality either.

crossing off

managed to cross 2 major things off my list today



wait...

i never made a list
oops

laundry

so i FINALLY did laundry, i can retire these scratchy sheets.

now if only i could manage the delete key

so many things

there are so many things that are not mine anymore and every day you give away something else.

beginning to see

i am beginning to see what matters

girlz

girlz who wear their hearts on their sleeve
an on-going list
feel free to add links in the comments

pirondelle
neene
kay_s
sbj
filthy whore
claudia b
vitoria

i can see clearly now

after days and days of dreariness, it feels really good to see a bright blue sky



I can see clearly now, the rain is gone,
I can see all obstacles in my way
Gone are the dark clouds that had me blind
It’s gonna be a bright (bright), bright (bright)
Sun-Shiny day.

I think I can make it now, the pain is gone
All of the bad feelings have disappeared
Here is the rainbow I’ve been prayin' for
It’s gonna be a bright (bright), bright (bright)
Sun-Shiny day.

Look all around, there’s nothin' but blue skies
Look straight ahead, nothin' but blue skies
I can see clearly now, the rain is gone,
I can see all obstacles in my way
Gone are the dark clouds that had me blind
It’s gonna be a bright (bright), bright (bright)
Sun-Shiny day.

I Can See Clearly Now/Johnny Nash

last night

i googled you last night

why is it so hard

it is so hard for me to say what's on my mind